01/25/07

The truth hurts… The world is a hard and lonely place… and nobody get anything for free… and you wanna know what else, you and everyone you know is gonna die. I’m raw and hard, to in-depth for average people. It’s like going to heaven and finding out God smokes crack. But on a more real level, “Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses you understanding. It’s the bitter posion by which the physician within you heals your sick self. Therefore trust the physician and drink his remedy in silence and tranquility."

01/24/07

I started on my essay one today. Jolly said I had to identify the writer. Well I came up with a perfect name, Whiteshadow! It means I feel so invisible sometimes. White shadow is a perfect reference to how I feel. It may define how I feel but it doesn’t tell who I am. And I think it’s funny how invisible I feel being the founder of 5 radical leftist groups. Brothers Against Brothers In Eternal Struggle or B.A.B.I.E.S for short. Americans Fighting Racism and Oppression or A.F.R.O. for short. Born Revolutionary Organization or B.R.O for short. Explorers of National Diversity or E.N.D for short. And finally Social Order Rarely Exposed or S.O.R.E. for short. They were all created in the hope to get more BABES. LOL!

01/23/07

Well let’s start this off on the wrong path. I have anger and frustration issues that being said, I learned something about myself today. I was sure that I was what some people would call a freedom fighter, instead I am conservative. I am in no way saying that I am passive, I’m in fact very passionate about things I like and stand for. If you know me, you know what I mean but if you don’t and you want to know about me I am a weed in a garden of writers and readers. A weed is no more and can never be anymore than just a weed. But my classmates are the true flowers in the garden. Each person represents different flowers different colors. I’m a character in the background, I make the others shine. I write what I am thinking and I speak my mind.