And Another

Ok, I know the title caught you off guard. Let me explain! I lost another, and another. I lost another night of sleep thinking about all the things I have gotten involved into this year alone. Why? Why? Why? I continue to do this to myself. If I don't learn from the past I am doomed to repeat it. I did this last year too. Will we go for another one. I should be out of this by now. But no, I want to become a better person, a better man, a writer, a better friend, a better student, a better brother, a better son. I guess I want a lot because I’m a lot of things to a lot of people. A leader, a role model, and a poet. Can’t please all of the people all of the time, and I’m not even gonna try. Not anymore. See the reason I said that is because I decided a long time ago what kind of person I was, when it came to evaluating anything. I think quick and get out. I try not to spend too much time on any one thing. I have always wanted to be writer. And I know everyone is trying.... no they are helping us get there. I should be grateful that such a teacher would prefer to turn students into writers not quitters. I am not going to lose anymore sleep because I'm finally done with this.